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Geeta Temple façade. Elmhurst, Queens. March 26,
2005.
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Introduction
The presence of Hindu
religious, or spiritual, leaders in the United States is a
crucial link between the ways in which Hindus treat religion
in terms of ritual and at the personal level. An essential
part of that religious identity formation and the
establishment of Hindu temples throughout New York are the
immigrants who form the spiritual and ritual leadership of
those temples, and whose personal experiences add depth to
the meanings created by the Hindu community and its places
of worship. The Geeta Temple Ashram in Elmhurst, Queens is
a case in point. It owes its existence to the experiences
of people whose lives have been touched by Swami
Jagdishwarananda, the temple’s founder and spiritual leader.
The presence of Swami
Jagdishwarananda—or Swamiji, as he is popularly known—has
been crucial to the establishment of the Geeta Temple,
distinguishing it from other temples in the New York area.
Yet it is not so much Swamiji’s life history as Swamiji’s
narration of his experiences that provides a unique lens
for seeing how the complex forces of identity formation,
memory, and personal narrative come together in new ways as
individuals place their lives within a spiritual framework.
In my conversations with Swamiji, his oral history became
less a detailed account of his various experiences than a
story within which specific individuals and
circumstances became characters and events driven by divine
force. The story he told was practiced but not invariable:
depending especially upon his choice of language (English or
Hindi), it could change in various ways. This made it hard
to determine whether his sense of self is autonomous and
transcendent, or rather contingent and provisional, being
dependent on others for its very existence (Eakin 1985,
181). Swamiji is usually credited as being the founder of
both temples, but he himself attributes their establishment
and his own survival in the United States to other
individuals. From his point of view, these persons’
motivations and desires were actually more instrumental than
his own in founding the Geeta Temple and Divya Dham.
Background
The motivation for this
research stems from a visit to the Geeta Temple during
February 2004, during which I first met Swamiji. I
initially visited the temple to begin research into the
worship of Santoshi Ma, as this temple is one of only a very
few in the area that houses a statue of the goddess.
Although I initially began speaking to Swamiji so that I
might explain my presence there and receive his permission
to conduct research at the temple, I found myself engaged in
a very warm conversation with him instead. While our
exchange revolved around talk about a shared social circle,
there was a warmth and understanding in the words he chose,
the manner with which he spoke, and his general attitude
that not only intrigued me, but also made me feel closely
bound to him as a spiritual leader.
From my perspective as a
second-generation Indian-American Hindu, this exchange was a
very pleasant surprise. Many second-generation Hindu youth
have not had the opportunity to develop personal
relationships with spiritual leaders in a way that extends
beyond the ritualistic role many of them fulfill in
temples. This was certainly true for me, and it made my
interaction with Swamiji seem worthy of examination for this
project.
Methodology
Interviews for
this project were conducted at the Geeta Temple and were
compiled in the form of six sets field notes. One session
was audio-recorded. Swamiji remained the primary
interviewee for all of these, as temple members and staff
were often unavailable to speak.
Due to my
background as a young Indian-American and Hindu from the New
York area, I initially found it difficult to overcome my
familiarity with the setting of the Geeta Temple and the
ease of my exchange with Swamiji. It created a rather
informal atmosphere in which Swamiji was not as specific and
detailed in his account as was desirable for my purposes.
My background was for the most part an immense advantage in
communicating with Swamiji, but there was the difficulty
that it was often hard to establish the formal, structured
interviews for which I had hoped. I ended up looking for
useful information in much more informal exchanges, as well.
The
Temple
Located on Corona Avenue in
Elmhurst, Queens, the Geeta Temple Ashram is a visually
prominent temple serving the Hindu community in New York.
The temple hosts a variety of programs, rituals, and
festivals on a regular basis, and was established by Swamiji
in 1979 with the help of a small group of his yoga students
and followers, both Hindu and non-Hindu. Swamiji is also
the founder of the Sri Divya Dham temple, also in Queens,
and has thus played a major role in the development and
leadership of the Hindu community there.
The Geeta Temple is located
in a converted building that was once an A&P supermarket.
Corona Avenue is a long stretch of road dotted with
residential townhouses as well as commercial buildings,
towards the east end of which stands the temple. The
temple’s aesthetic qualities make it contrast boldly with
the buildings that surround it. The main altar at the
temple accommodates the following deities, beginning from
the extreme left of the center platform: Ram, Lakshman, Sita,
Durga, Hanuman, Shiva, Parvati, Lakshmi, Krishna, and Radha.
Other prominent statues located throughout the room include
Vishnu and Ganesh. In addition, there are several deities
not commonly found in other New York Hindu temples, most
notably Santoshi Ma. Much attention has been paid to the
aesthetic details of the temple interior, which includes
ornately carved pillars, walls, and doors. Aartis take
place every morning at 5:30 and at 6:30 every evening.
The temple has a largely
north Indian constituency, including immigrants from
Gujarat, Uttar Pradesh, Bihar, Madhya Pradesh, and Punjab.
One can infer this from the names that appear on plaques
commemorating major donors of the temple at its entrance,
but it also becomes plain in Swamiji’s references to some of
the regional groups who frequent the temple and with whom he
is well acquainted. Swamiji himself hails from Gujarat and
initially established connections with Indians who had also
emigrated from there and other neighboring states in India.
Because Hindi is spoken across the broad range of north
India, it is not surprising that the temple’s informational
materials are printed not only in English but in Hindi.
These materials include advertisements for upcoming
festivals or holidays, as well as hymns and epic narratives.
Swamiji
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Swami Jagdishwarananda. Geeta Temple, Elmhurst,
Queens. March 26, 2005.
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In his Metaphors of Self,
James Olney proposes an interesting perspective on the
rhetorical representation of the self in autobiographical
accounts (Eakin 1985:187). According to this perspective,
one would expect the presence of an ethnographer to be an
important conditioning feature in the process by which
Swamiji creates meaning and imposes it upon his experience.
Swamiji usually speaks of
the history of the temple as it relates to his own life
journey in the United States in a rather straightforward
way. Certain details matter greatly for him, while others
do not—or at least, not to the extent that I sometimes
thought they should. For instance, Swamiji rarely
identifies the race, ethnicity, or religion of the people
who initially took his classes and became followers. Often
he only did so when I asked him to repeat his story with
these questions in mind. It often seemed I was the one
asking him to frame his life with respect to “facts” and
strict chronologies. His own perception and representation
of himself was rooted, rather, in notions of the divine and
destiny. Memory and narrative often became significant only
in relation to his work, not so much in relation to his own
sense of self, which he clearly attributed to a higher force
that allowed him to appreciate the goodness of those who
have helped him in his life journey and who now look to him
for spiritual and religious guidance.
Having been orphaned at an
early age in India, Swamiji immigrated to the United States
from Ahmedebad, a city in the state of Gujarat. He had been
a swami at the Geeta Mandir there (so called due to its
dedication to the Bhagavad-Geeta). Shortly after his
arrival in the New York area, Swamiji began teaching yoga
classes. Initially these were comprised of a small group of
non-Hindus, but that group grew to include a number of
Indian professionals eager to establish a place of worship
and community center under Swamiji’s guidance. Thus the
temple was established out of the need and demand for a
larger space on the part of Swamiji’s yoga students and
followers during the late 1970’s.
Swamiji’s first group of
disciples—yoga students—met in the garage of a friend in
Queens, but before long the size of the group dictated a
move—to a former beer house! That move, still in Queens,
was funded through Swamiji’s personal earnings as a yoga
instructor and by donations he received from his students
and their friends. By chance, Swamiji also came into
contact with a Jewish attorney who later became a good
friend and follower. This man credits Swamiji with playing
a crucial role in enabling his sick daughter to recover her
health. With the help of this friend and the Jewish
community of which he was a part, funds were raised to
establish the Geeta Mandir in 1979. The history of the
temple thus follows Swamiji’s own journey from immigrant
yogi to spiritual leader.
Whenever Swamiji recalls
the events preceding the establishment of the Temple, he
begins with the following scene. He is meditating in the
Bryant Square Park near the New York Public Library on Fifth
Avenue when a young woman approaches him.
She asks whether Swamiji teaches yoga and meditation, and
when he states that he does not take money in exchange for
lessons, this young woman, whom he never names, begins to
meet him regularly in the park to meditate, eventually
bringing friends along with her. Soon, this woman offers to
house Swamiji in her home in Queens, where she proposes that
he teach and live. When Swamiji recounts these events, he
emphasizes his initial reluctance to move to Queens and
receive money in exchange for lessons. When asked why he
finally conceded to this friend’s plan, Swamiji states that
he did not wish to continue to be a burden upon the Gujarati
businessman with whom he was staying and thought that it
might be a good idea to try something new.
Swamiji is very particular
about contextualizing the entry of these individuals into
his life. He typically explains how more and more Indians
had become doctors, professors, and businessmen during his
later years here. In choosing to detail the professional
background of these Indians, it seems that Swamiji is
unintentionally referring to the new resources that had
begun to make their way into his classes and stimulate a
desire for a more suitable place where both his devotees
(Hindu and non-Hindu) and the Hindu community at large could
meet. At the same time, his narration becomes story-like.
Swamiji hesitates to mention names, exact places, and the
terms and conditions of many of the agreements he came to in
establishing the Queens temples.
The most interesting things
about Swamiji’s life history are not the actual details, but
the way in which he chooses to relay certain
information about himself, particularly his eagerness to
identify his presence and purpose in the United States in
spiritual terms. Swamiji is rather vague about his time in
India. He summarizes his experiences there by saying that
he lived his early life as an orphan and travelled around
India spending much time with swamis and pundits in various
locations across the country.
On this topic, the preface to his work Hindu Deities
(1986) reads: “I lived on different occasions with great
spiritual masters who were very kind in explaining a wide
range of issues.” Yet as he spoke to me, his narrative
often began with his experiences as a yoga/meditation
teacher in Queens. In beginning his “story” this way,
Swamiji does establish some important things about himself:
first, that he did not intend to become a religious leader
in any way upon his arrival in the United States, and
second, that his affiliation with the Hindu community has
its origins in strong relationships with non-Hindus via his
teaching of yoga and meditation.
Swamiji typically sidesteps any further questions about his
intentions or purpose as a leader for the Hindu community
because Swamiji does not perceive himself in this way. He
simply considers himself to be “lucky”—to have achieved his
current status by the grace of God.
Some differences in
Swamiji’s own approach to his life do, however, emerge when
he switches from Hindi to English, as he did during one
visit when I was accompanied by a non-South Asian student
who did not speak Hindi. Although I had initially planned
to translate her questions for Swamiji into Hindi and his
answers back into English, Swamiji was so excited to meet a
new young face that he immediately initiated his own
conversation with her in English. It was interesting to see
that, perhaps because his command of English is rather
broken, the life-account he provided was somewhat different
from the Hindi version. Swamiji included minor details that
were missing from his Hindi account. For instance, he
supplied the ethnicity of the girl he had met in the Fifth
Avenue park and the names of some Gujarati businessmen who
had initially financed the temple. Due to his inability to
express certain sentiments in English, this account was also
rather dry compared to our conversations in Hindi, but by
the same token it in certain ways richer. Clearly the sense
of “story” had changed.
Accounts of the life
histories of other spiritual leaders reflect a similar
tendency to contextualize facts and figures according to
various frames of reference—often their relevance to the
development of a spiritual sense of self. Biographies of
Amritanandamayi Mata (Ammachi) provide considerably more
details about her birth and childhood than someone like
Swamiji was able or willing to give, but they are similarly
strewn with references to an innate spiritual knowledge and
mission. One sentence reads: “Amma never had a spiritual
mentor or guru, nor was she exposed to philosophical books.
Her unmistakable self-realization and wisdom seemed to spark
from a constant remembrance of God.” Swamiji is
different—perhaps in part because of the modesty incumbent
upon him as he tells his story himself. Or maybe that
modesty is real. He acknowledges the guidance he received
from leaders in India and from an unnamed “my guru” to whom
he refers in his preface to Hindu Deities. And it is
especially striking that he places these early formative
influences within a spiritual trajectory that he traces
right down to the love and appreciation he has received from
the Hindu community here in the United States.
On the other hand, however,
Swamiji sees his life as having been shaped by a divine
meaning that cannot be reduced to the effects of gurus,
teachers, and friends. He speaks about the roles he has
assumed in a way that goes beyond either self-construction
or the motivations of others. What he is, is what he was
meant to become. In this regard, one can see a parallel to
the sort of thing that is reported about a figure like
Sathya Sai Baba. One of his biographies reads:
As a child, he
demonstrated exemplary qualities of compassion, generosity,
and wisdom, which clearly distinguished him from the other
children of his village. On October 29, 1940, at the age of
14, he declared to his family and to the people of his
village that he would henceforth by known as Sai Baba and
that his mission was to bring about the spiritual
regeneration of humanity by demonstrating and teaching the
highest principles of truth, righteous conduct, peace, and
divine love.
(International Sai
Organization, 2005)
Swamiji is hardly so
grandiose in what he claims for himself, but he shares with
such an account a conviction about the almost fictive nature
of selfhood, projecting it as biographical fact (Eakin 1985:
182). In recounting his life, Swamiji links his sense of
self with the spiritual and the religious endeavors that
have brought him fame and a devoted following, mainly his
yoga/meditation teachings and the subsequent establishment
of the Geeta Temple in Queens. That linkage, which other
spiritual leaders seem to form, is the crucial focal point
that makes it possible to acquire the strength, and more
importantly, resources to form religious communities such as
the one we see at the Geeta Temple in Queens. In
acknowledging the importance of such ties, however, Swamiji
does not neglect to place them in a providential frame.
Some might call such a sense of socially constructed
selfhood fictive, but for Swamiji it is God’s grace.
Works Cited
Eakin,
Paul J. How Our Lives Become Stories: Making Selves.
Ithaca: Cornell University Press, 1999.
-----. Fictions in Autobiography. Princeton:
Princeton University Press, 1985.
International Sai Organization.
http://www.sathyasai.org. 2005.
Mata Amritanandamayi
Center.
http://www.ammachi.org. 2005.
The young woman he met in the park and the unnamed
Jewish attorney precede any mention of the Indian
professionals who later became his students .